A new way of looking at things

So that was about a week and a half ago, and despite what others might say, I have chosen to look on the bright side (and I am NOT just living in denial), realizing that THEY REALLY DON'T KNOW. That was worse case scenario and statistics for a really broad category of the unknown. Most of the babies in that category (if not all of them) probably have completely different problems and so it's still not a very accurate way to say exactly what will happen with Cadence. And... all of the genetics tests keep coming back normal. The doctors here are really good, they are the top of the line, and they really know they're stuff. But the brain is something that NOBODY really knows much about and ultimately God has the biggest say in things, not the doctors. That cute little baby has more prayers and fasting for her than I ever thought possible (thanks to everybody!) and, whether it's just me or whether it's the spirit, I really feel like things are going to turn out okay. I also know that my biggest calling in life is to be a good wife and a good mother (with multiple CHILDREN) so whether we have more of  (hopefully) our own children, or whether we end up adopting more, I guess things will end up okay...some day.